"Nesting"

I think that is what it's called. No matter how much I clean, it isn't clean enough. No matter how organized everything is, it isn't quite enough. Even though everything is in it's place, it seems like there should be a better place for it.
Is that nesting or am I going crazy? This along with the never ending hunger I've had lately is really getting to me.

I am on this gestational diabetes diet and can't have sweets, and only limited carbs. But all I want to eat is pizza, cookies, cake and chocolate anytime, anywhere. This is getting harder and harder to control.

I went to a bridal shower yesterday after church. I had 5 sausage balls, 1 and a half pieces of cake, with chocolate icing and 2 small glasses of punch. Those aren't on the diet, I don't think.

There are snickerdoodles under a cake plate on the kitchen table. And with an open floor plan you can see them from anywhere in our living room. They are like eyes on a painting, the follow me where ever I go. Is that creepy or what?

I do good when I have someone around to keep me company. I don't indulge in things like that. I just seem to have no will power when I'm alone. That is one reason I miss work so much. I so don't want to gain the 25 pounds that I've lost back. I want to keep them off, and take a few more with it. Having a healthy baby is my motivation for now, after she gets here, what will I have? A big ole butt again!

Maybe I'm trying to "clean" the cravings away? Could that be it? Only time will tell. I'll go see if I can clean this latest craving away. Look out kitchen bar, here I come!